{"id":111390,"date":"2022-04-15T18:47:35","date_gmt":"2022-04-16T00:47:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/?p=111390"},"modified":"2022-04-15T18:48:11","modified_gmt":"2022-04-16T00:48:11","slug":"ive-spent-time-deciding","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/?p=111390","title":{"rendered":"I\u2019ve Spent Time Deciding&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-1545664804358300\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><br \/>\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display: block; text-align: center;\" data-ad-layout=\"in-article\" data-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-1545664804358300\" data-ad-slot=\"8616314829\"><\/ins><br \/>\n<script>\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\n<\/script><\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/?p=111390\" rel=\"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/?p=111390\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-111391 size-medium\" src=\"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/04\/Joyce-300x199.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"199\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/04\/Joyce-300x199.jpg 300w, https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/04\/Joyce.jpg 730w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>By Joyce Davis<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ve spent a lot of time deciding what I think people think of me<br \/>\nHow they don\u2019t like me because I am not what I am supposed to be<br \/>\nI don\u2019t fit the public\u2019s standards; I don\u2019t fit society<br \/>\nI should hide my head in shame, climb the tallest tree<br \/>\nMy thoughts batter one person and that\u2019s me specifically<br \/>\nDoesn\u2019t matter who says I\u2019m awesome or tells me that I\u2019m pretty<br \/>\nI find ways to put me down. It\u2019s a shame, quiet a pity<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>To define yourself in self-loathing and self-negativity<br \/>\nMaybe you can not see what it is the world can see<br \/>\nYou have a better experience at life when you focus on positivity<br \/>\nA better life could happen; it\u2019s not just a fantasy<br \/>\nIf you decide to believe in magic, you can make it a reality<br \/>\nI\u2019ve spent a lot of time deciding what I think people think of me<br \/>\nMaybe I will stop deciding and then my mind can be free<\/p>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>By Joyce Davis I\u2019ve spent a lot of time deciding what I think people think of me How they don\u2019t like me because I am not what I am supposed to be I don\u2019t fit the public\u2019s standards; I don\u2019t fit society I should hide my head in shame, climb the tallest tree My thoughts [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":111391,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[28590],"class_list":["post-111390","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-boxing-news","tag-ive-spent-time-deciding"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/111390","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=111390"}],"version-history":[{"count":-2,"href":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/111390\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/111391"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=111390"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=111390"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ringsidereport.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=111390"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}